redha

Having a short conservation with my friend last night make me realised something.
It's really make me shocked and I felt like "OMG!"
Maybe this is the time to accept my fate my redha.
Even it's VERY difficult for me to accept it, by then, this is THE BEST for me..

Open your eyes Naqiah. He absolutely not the best for you.
No matter how sad you are, you must accept it whole-heartedly.

I still trying to accept it slowly. It's really hard for me.
I must always feel thankful to Allah as He's really love me.

Thanks Allah. I just don't know how to express my feeling sometimes.

About the truth, just let it be the secret between me and He.

*footnotes*
maybe starting for today, I should change my behaviour.
Start go for my dreams.