a wonderful weekend..

Zumba..
Have you ever heard this word before? Sincerely, I never hear this. And, one day I found a pamphlet which invite all IIUM student to join ZUMBA.

Actually, it's a kind of exercise and I just found that this activity is the best that I had found. I really enjoy myself doing zumba. Maybe you can search more about it in youtube. It's much more enjoyable if I compare with aerobics. Surprisingly, it may burn almost 1000 calorie for 1 hour.

Thanks IIUM for inviting the zumba team to my beloved university.

After having fun with the zumba team, I went to the nestle booth. Then, they told me that I can get a 4gb pendrive for free if I complete the task given. The task is just taking picture with anyone, then, the picture will be upload in the fb. Next, I must tag 35 people in that picture. It's simple!

By the way, the person in that picture is one of my relatives. I can't believe to meet her in iium.  She's Nadia and taking Civil Engineering in UMP. Actually she came to IIUM to participate in Zumba dancing. 

away...

seem like I had become away from my blog..
actually there are too much stories to be shared
by then, lately I feel very lazy..
and, at the same time my final exam is just near the corner,
so, I must work hard.
Do pray for me..
^-^

redha

Having a short conservation with my friend last night make me realised something.
It's really make me shocked and I felt like "OMG!"
Maybe this is the time to accept my fate my redha.
Even it's VERY difficult for me to accept it, by then, this is THE BEST for me..

Open your eyes Naqiah. He absolutely not the best for you.
No matter how sad you are, you must accept it whole-heartedly.

I still trying to accept it slowly. It's really hard for me.
I must always feel thankful to Allah as He's really love me.

Thanks Allah. I just don't know how to express my feeling sometimes.

About the truth, just let it be the secret between me and He.

*footnotes*
maybe starting for today, I should change my behaviour.
Start go for my dreams.

a bit stressful...

sometime I keep wonder about my self..
what's the exactly things that I want in my life..
when he away from my life, I feel lost..
by then, when he come..
I'm a bit distracted..
I feel stressful..

maybe I should just let you go..
to him..
just go and never return back..
it's better if we are not contact each other...
I can't even hear anything about you...
now,
I just pray all the best for him and for me as well..
all the best in your life..

my mentor..

Let me introduce my mentor, Dr Anil Kumar Saxena. He is an Indian. He is very nice person and treats all the mentees like his children. He told us that he's going to be our guardian here. Oh God, I'm touching with those words.

Dr. Anil ask us to be frank with him. Just let him know if we got any problem that can disturb our studies. I feel happy for having him as the mentor.

For today's meeting, he share some tips with us. He told us that do revision is like a vaccine. After the class, we need to give first boost. However, the memory may decrease just like the vaccine, the effect will decrease. Thus we need to give another boost and the body will become immune. It's will be similar to our memory. It's will become immune in our brain. So, whenever we need the knowledge, the brain can easily interpreted it.

I hope you can understand what I mean as I don't know how to explain it fully. I just give a brief idea.

Next, he told us that we need to understand well what we are studying. Not just know the surface area or just remember without understanding. We can easily remember when we understand very well what we are reading. Anyway, it's my responsibility to have a good knowledge as I have choose this career. I must fulfill all the amanah.

Naqiah, just believe in yourself. Always tajdid your niat. Study lillahi Ta'ala. Really hope that Allah will always help me in studying. Ameen.

*footnote*
i'm using a VERY broken english. haha.

I got 1 tip to increase our memory while studying
> always try to remember ayat from the quran before start studying. The memory may last forever. InsyaAllah.

"nice" memory...

today i got a very "NICE" memory that i will never forget until my last breath...
i still remember the words..
'she's sleeping..and now, she awake'

Oh God, I had been caught sleeping in the class and this is very embarrassing for me..

Dr. Saad, I feel very sorry as this is totally my fault. You have already remind us that we need to be a good student in order to become a good doctor and I make you fail to achieve your dream. Really sorry. I'll try my best not to fall asleep again in your class.

It's look like that i need to find a way to be active in class.

And, I must realise that I need to change as I'm going to be a person that need to treat others. How to treat others if I fail to treat myself.

Feeling really nervous and sad at that time and my tears trying to come out too. O Allah, give me strength.

*footnote*
sorry to all classmates as my bad attitude make doctor scold us.
lately, I feel very away from Allah. I doesn't feel good. Maybe I need to come
near to Allah to make me become better. =_=

finally home...

After about two month in IIUM Kuantan, finally i come back home. Alhamdulillah. Really wanna remove all the stress. I do miss my family a lot and at last I can meet them. So excited to be at home. Anyway, sadly to say that I must study at home. O Allah, how to get the mood to study, I'm really tired.  But I must always remember that study is an ibadah and i should never complain about it. I should do everything for the sake of Allah.

And, you know what, suddenly I miss my roomates. They're kind of good friends and always cheer me up. I do love them so much. We face the problem together, we study together, eat together and sooo much things we do together and maybe I need to do another post about my lovely roomates. Anyway, I miss them even I just arrived at home.

*footnotes*

My examination result had been pasted on the board yesterday and the only word that come out in my mind is Alhamdulillah. Maybe I didn't get the best but i have done the best that I can and I get what I deserved. And of course I didn't get an excellent result as others but I know Allah know what is the best for me. Just accept the fate with redha. Thanks to all my friends who always help me in my studies.