alhamdulillah...

After 10 days of non-stop studying (as counted by one of my beloved roomate), finally the examination day is coming. During these days, my mind really2 need extra glucose. Never in my life having a long period of studying. Sometimes, I keep wonder either I can survive or not. But I always remind myself that sometime I need to sacrifice in order to get the thing that I really2 want.

The exam is called MINITEST and it take just 1 hour to finish it. By then, I need to have 2 month of studying to face the minitest. OMG! I just can pray for the best as I have strive as much as I can. O Allah, give me at least pass.

By the way, the scenario here, most...I repeat almost all student in medical course in IIUM failed their minitest. Oh no!

So, I have do the best that I can, only Allah will decide it for me now. Just pray for the best. Amin.

*etc....
feeling grateful that I could handle the stress and sadness within the study week. No more cries!

at last...

"Crying doesn't make u strong"

I always heard this phrase. Everyone keep saying that crying doesn't make u strong. But, as for me, crying is the kind of therapy. Sometimes we need to wash our eyes.

Hmmm...it's really easy to pretend strong even the heart is full with tears. The face trying to keep the truth. The face try to make the happiest face so that it's won't influence others. However, sometimes, the heart can't bear it alone. It needs the eyes to accompany. And, at last the tears might come down.

fever...

FEVER???

Okay, I admit that my life now is super hectic and I still not used to it yet. I have totally change right now. Not the lazy Naqiah any more. Sometimes, I can't believe that I can wake up very early in the morning just for my studies alone. Now, u can see, how nerd i am now. Haha. Anyway, gain knowledge is never wasting my time and at the same it's kind of ibadah. So, everyday, I must renew my intention of studying. 

As this kind of lifestyle, which is study all the time, make miss FEVER come near to me with her friends, FLU, COUGH..okay, thanks to them as they accompany me for a few days..it's really a test for myself. Just trying to be patient.

Hmm, sometimes i feel that my life is not very organised well now. Even to take a bath make me feel that it's wasting my time. haha. It's funny. Anyway, i never miss my bath time just the feeling of laziness always come.

I think i should start study now rather than posting ridiculous thing here. =P 

nice word...

I just finished my supper and the menu are tosai + burger + roti canai. Look at the menu, it's fattening! haha.

Naqiah said that she want to diet, by then her mouth can't stop eating 24/7..it's ridiculous..

actually, right now, I have no mood to study anything and suddenly a nice sentence coming out from my mind..

" Someday, someone who's going to marrying me will thank you for letting me go"

And only certain people will understand this words and how's it related to me...

i need a maid...

How grateful am I now if I have a maid in my room. At least I got someone who can help me as my life now is super hectic. Oh future husband, please come early and hire me a maid. As a husband, you must always want to make me happy, right? I need a maid right now.
*Haha, just kidding. Forget it.

sometimes, I feel like no time to manage my own self.
( But still have time to play around, gossiping, oversleeping =P)

I feel too lazy right now. I miss my super free time at home.

Too much thing that I haven't cover yet for my minitest.

Oh Allah, give me strength!

i'm late...

Oh no!
It's already 12 pm and I just wake up. My bad.
I just posted that I want to switch myself into studying mode and absolutely I break that promise.
And now, I still wasting my time in front of my laptop while having a bowl of nestum for my breakfast.
Okay, enough, I need to use my time wisely.

study mode....

' Hooray, we got holiday for 5 days '

 For sure, most of the students become really excited. Having bunch of planner, movie, shopping, bowling, vacation and etc...

Hummm..i wish that i can do all that activity during this long holiday, but then....MINITEST is coming..Okay, i need to switch myself into studying mode. And yes, i'm gonna be NERD student. Studying all the time. It's quite stressful for me actually, but what to do, this is the choice that i had chose before.

as Dr. San San Mint told us, "once enter, no turning back ya!"

Oh Allah, i need the strength from You. Hope i can cope with the life as a medical student. However, don't get me wrong, it's fun being a medical student. it's difficult to explain for now, maybe one day i'll the happiness of becoming medical student in IIUM.

Alright Naqiah, no more playing around. Be focus, you don't have enough time. too much thing to cover within this 5 days holiday. And, actually it's a punishment for me as i always sleep during class. My bad. Do CHANGE!

Do pray for me, k..

my minitest will be on 31 Oct 2011...

hahaha...maybe this picture might describe my life now..

summon!

Oh no! i got summon from the guard. no lies. i hate iium's security and wishing not to meet them again forever in my life. Argh, it's totally normal right to get mad. My bad, why i'm too careless? i got summon because i did't wear helmet. Okay fine, i need to be more alert with the iium's rules. i got tired with the rules actually. 

Naqiah, please be patient dear, it's just a small problem by the way. Sometimes i feel like wanna laugh to myself. HAHA. That's totally my own mistake. Just pay and no need to talk much about it any more.

Just now, i just get my appeal approval to decrease the amount of summon, and again i get mad. They just decrease it from 50 to 30. It's really waste my money. HUH!

*ect.........

- sometimes i feel really cool, going to class by motorcycle everyday. It's cool, right? I never thought about it before. Anyway, i enjoy myself. At least, i need not to wait for the bus anymore. =)

simple update...

hey, it has been two month since my registration day at iium kuantan. My bad, i haven't post anything yet in my new blog. Oh God, life is too busy here and i still can't organise myself yet. i promise to my self to make this blog part of my life after entering medical school but as i said, i still can't organise myself yet. It's super hectic to be medical student. But, i'm not trying to say that i'm 24/7 with the book. Since there is no wifi in my hostel before, it's a bit hard for me to update this blog. Alhamdulillah, IIUM had pay the license for internet coverage in Al-Tabari last week, so, i think there should not be any reason for me not to update anything here. Maybe someone might think, what is Al-Tabari, actually, it's my hostel's name in IIUM Kuantan. Later i'll talk more about my hostel. Since i's just a simple update, i think i need to stop now. see u...